Introduction

Hello!

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So, perkenalkan nama saya Zalida Putri, cukup panggil Zalida saja. Saya lahir di Madiun,7 Februari 1998. Tipe kepribadian saya INFJ (Introversion-Intuition-Feeling-Judging) tipe kepribadian ini adalah tipe paling langka karena mencapai kurang dari satu persen populasi di dunia dari 16 jenis kepribadian dalam teiri MBTI, saya bersyukur sangat jarang orang berkepribadian INFJ karena pemikiran INFJ sangat sulit dimengerti dan begitu rumit wkwk. Mereka melihat dunia dengan perspektif mereka sendiri.

Ada sebuah kutipan singkat yang cukup mewakili diri saya sebagai INFJ; 

"Too emotional for the thinkers, but too logical for the feelers "

The INFJ is the best at mind reading because we are not only insightful and intuitive, but we are emphatic and knowledgeable about who people are beneath the deceptive surface. In social situation,  I able to read people's mind, I know when they give a bullshit and others. Actually, my skill is hiding my real emotions, people can't predict me easily yeah cuz I am unpredictable insane :p I can disguise and camouflage, its like you see me standing, but I am dying on the floor. 

INFJ's don't show their true personalities because they are fearful of others taking advantage of them, fearful of being judged because it might hurt and also fearful of losing a sense belonging. INFJ's are over protective themselves. If you can't get in, we think you can't hurt us, you can't manipulate us, and you can't betray us. Therefore, if trust is proven, INFJ's tend to open that barrier. You will perharps hear their dreams, their thoughts, and their fear. Keeping secrets is an INFJ talent; that is a huge part of the INFJ identity. You give what is necessary, hold what is dear and share both with those truth.

I am a naturalist ;D I love being outdoors,  I find peace when I am in and one with nature and the night sky because nature is my home.

Saya menyukai hal-hal yang berbau Astronomi, Bahasa, Metafisika dan Lingkungan. Pada dasarnya saya takut boneka tapi saya suka boneka, saya takut ketinggian tapi saya menyukainya. Lalu, bagaimana saya menyukai sesuatu sedangkan saya takut ? (entahlah, sumpah saya bingung tolong abaikan saja). I am not a small talk kinda girl. I crave soul nourishing conversation and connection. I want to talk about uncomfortably big dreams, interesting concept and ideas, and making some plans for the future. My life is my adventure, I don't like to stay in the same situation for long time. I have a lot of million dreams and ideas because my mind is like computer, never stop working and thinking how my life could be. Tbh, I can't separate my life from "dream and plan". Sometimes I lost in thought and dunno how to express the idea in my mind. Its so complicated for me. :D

I am an easy going introvert;

"Too introvert for extrovert, and too extrovert for introvert"

But too bad, my mood can change quickly. I am an expert at worrying. I can easily overthink a small worrying into a big scary one. Hehe Its because I am an INFJ-T, INFJ-T are generally more visibly prone to stress and come off more sensitive than other type. This type will show or express that they are overwhelmed or seem frazzled if they too much on their plate but they can be so mysterious.  INFJ-T are often driven by success and the vision of being better and helping others be better too. We are overthinkers and accomplishment focused; often have a perfectionist mindset. Hard worker and easily motivated to do what's right when called upon to help. Always keeping their end goal in mind and go above and beyond until they reach that goal. Never give up type of attitude.

But INFJ's have natural advantages; first of all, our empathy; not just for individuals but towards solving or at least bringing awareness to the big problems in life and in the world. Secondly, a quality of being able to "see the big picture" in order to solve said problems; that believe is best summed up as kind of altruistic  intuition. 

Awalnya blog ini bertujuan untuk membahas “Environment” terutama yang berkaitan dengan hutan Borneo. Tapi entah kenapa saya menamai blog ini dengan “Timeline” mungkin ini akan menggambarkan perjalanan hidup saya dari waktu ke waktu, dari ketika saya di tinggal di Pluto sampai saya pindah ke Mars sampai saya melakukan perjalanan interstellar, sampai saya terjebak di blackhole. Tujuan awal dan nama nya sangat tidak berkorelasi, bahkan bahasa auto nyampur, maafkan. Mari lihat nanti. (Saya ga tau saya ngomong apa)

Cukup Sekian.