Dear Daddy

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Hello Daddy,

How are you ?
 I wish that you always OK everywhere you are.
Daddy, it’s me your daughter. Do you remember me ?.
I have been born 19 years ago without you.
When I came into this life I had hopes and dreams.
When I understand the reality. I scare, I confuse why my destiny is so bad.
So young when the pain had begun, without you my life was beginning to seem like the horror story.
Daddy, do you know ?
I had been waiting for you, all those time I cried for you but you never came.
Where are you now ?
So many years. I had ignored. You had gone without trace.
How could you throw me right out and push me out of your world ?
Sometimes, I think I hate you. I am sorry for feeling this.
A daddy is what I had lost. Daddy, am I your daughter ?
Something  I know that you are my daddy, but I don’t know who you are.

Because, my daddy never be my daddy.

I’m getting used to knowing you just the name and photograps without reality.
I’m having hard time to standing on my own.
I’m adult, but the little girl inside of me still need you to be my hero and to be everything in my life.
Haha. I’m dreaming too high. I understand that you can’t be that person for me.
God gave me another way and it was destiny. I try to accept the fact but I can’t be strong one anymore.
BUT
Let me ask for the last time.
Daddy, when you will come to my life ?. Can we together in a minute ?.
I hope and pray that God will give me a chance to be with you. I hope all of my dream will be come true. Amin

Daddy, I MISS you A LOT.
I LOVE YOU

Big HOPE you will LOVE me MORE.

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